Monday, 29 November 2010

Once more... with feeling...

I'm not a Monday person. Come to think of it, I'm not a Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday person either... but Monday wins in the Suck Category... hands down.

I feel scattered, like ashes in the wind and I desperately need to center myself... to re-focus. It doesn't help that I’d give my left kidney to spend my days on a white sandy beach sipping mocktails somewhere in the Bahamas. But alas, I have to be here... even though here is not at all where I want to be.

And so I bide my time and when I'm not convinced that I'm going to have an Aneurism in this unbearably humid weather, I have the distinct feeling that my life is about to change dramatically (Oh Dear God, please let it be for the better)... you can call it intuition... or maybe it's just indigestion. Who knows.

In any case, things have already begun changing. I've decided to postpone my MBA studies for when I'm a little older and slightly more delusional, mostly because I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted and partly because chasing money has become less of a priority of late. I've come to realise that I want different things for my life. I want more Quality and less Quantity.

I know I've been lagging behind with email responses and such and hopefully I'll get to them soon enough.  There's so much more I'd like to say but someone just put out a lemon sponge cake and I have to run before the gluts get to it first and it's all gone. So I'm off to find my center and stuff my face. KthxBi   =D

3 comments:

  1. A premonition? Interesting....I do hope it's for the better as well.

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  2. Ditto Dreamlife

    Sterkte Azra!

    & ooh, now I want a slice of that cake too

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  3. dreamlife - With my so-called 'premonitions' comes a lot of angst and some fear too (of the unknown)... then I have to remind myself that fear in itself is a form of shirk, so I try not to be afraid, just angst-y. I've been here many times before... on the brink of change. Its an inevitable part of life and I've learnt that only prayer can help me.

    mezzaterra - That cake was delicious too... today we had orange cake. I'm so lucky that I've taken up Zumba... all those calories ;P

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