I’m going to pull a mirfaan⁰ just because as my brother from another mother, he’s a little more than fucking² awesome¹.
One of the things that I really really want to do now that I’m the big three–oh³ is to quit stressing. I become too anxious and stress way too much for my liking over absolute shit*. I want to internalise⁴ the fact that there are many things (and people) that I can not change and that I really should stop trying to.
Speaking of age... it kinda irks me that people look at me and think I’m still in my mid twenties. Jamais!⁵ I wish I looked my age. Guess I must be the only female on earth wasting wishes.
I will⁶ live really and truly⁷ fearlessly⁸.⁹
0. and because pulling anything else means risking serious injury
1. just ask anyone in the Southern Hemisphere – yes the men too
2. pardon said French
3. 30 on the 30th, how eloquent is that?
*see footnote ²
4. as opposed to just realising and accepting it; been there done that
5. that’s Never! in some more French
6. because I’m done wanting things, and saying that I want things, it’s time to just shut up and do it
7. I’m sure there’s an Adverb in there somewhere
8. in a time when truth is vague and obscure and uncertainty reigns, this is no time to be a chicken shit Frances
9. I have the naughty urge to tell everyone to fuck off**
**there's some more of that beautiful French
10. Title taken from Linkin Park's By Myself